_____________!!text v[ersu]s. romance

well, i'm not sure, but i dont think that saying i love you has anything to do with meaning it. or at least it never did with you. could you hear a song more villainous than your vows bleeding from my lips? and i'm not sure, but i dont think wanting you has anything to do with needing you, either. don't quote me on this, but i think that if you held my heart up to your ear you might just be surprised. because what you're holding is nothing more than a seashell in disguise [you bled me fucking dry]. and for all the times i couldn't figure out which one of us i wanted to kill first, this is a big unveiling of emotions [to hate and be hated, to love and be loved, to kill and be killed, to drink and get behind the wheel of that car (don't say forever because i know your car is headed for disaster)]. like a flaming banner written across the sky, i'm proclaiming my thesis: i believe that strangers should hold hands with fate, and i believe that lovers should drown in their bliss. it's like the morning you wake up and realize you've been let off of your chain of bondage to civilization, you're a free woman now but you're too afraid to run off on your own. well, 201013 won't you take my hand? lead me off to a barren land? where we can stay by ourselves forever? and we'll never miss a memory because we'll keep on making our own. you're like the boy at lunch. i don't know much about him at all. all i know is his eyes flutter when he's scared and he's too shy to look up. all i know is his clothes scream out vintage and he likes my bright eyes cds. and all i really know is that i really dont know him at all, like you. so, 201013 you're not just a serial number to me. take my hand and tell me you feel the same. pity takes its toll on me and i wonder if those little blurbs you write could maybe be related to someone other than her... someone like me.

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