_____________!!text v[ersu]s. romance

and all this is is a mirror: a reflection of what you see. all this does is reflect my skin that is like porcelain, fragile and lacking all fruitful color but not because i'm without you. and all this does is reflect my tulip lips, so far from your mind and so lonely but not because i'm without you. and all this does is reflect my eyes, sullen and distant... but dry... so dry and apathetic but not because i'm without you. mirrors are so inadequate. because despite your beauty, to me all you look like feel like is a big fucking boat. yea a boat painted with broken stars and tortured hearts with "liar" carved into them. your boat is fishing for empathy but the ocean is just something cold and unforgiving to sink into. i'll tell you one thing though, i wouldn't mind the news headline being "Boat Wreck Upon This Sea Of A Heart". i hope they never find all the pieces and i hope they can't recover your remains and even though you think you can see clearly in my mirror just remember that everything lies. not even brushes paint the truth. i sat in front of a canvas and let the brush lead the way, but all that bled onto the paper was "LIE" in big red letters. and when i arrested it for treason i found out that the real culprit was you. to think i could accuse these colors splashed onto my heart of betrayal. to think that i could skip over the evidence (or maybe you painted over the lies.) well once more i'll release you from this prison of my criticism but don't get caught comitting another felony against my heart because handcuffs are knives that never let loose.

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