*VIVA VOCE.

01.09.03 @ 4:51 pm

but you know what... i'm not going to get angry this time. i've wasted too much energy and spoiled too many smiles on you. if you want to kill yourself [by obsessing over hopes&fantasies], be my guest. but i dont need to drive my mind into insanity over yet another poke at my apathy for this situation. so all of your energy wasted to anger me and all of your aspirations for a reconnection of a higher sort are exhausted. &i am not apologizing anymore. this is the part where i put my foot down and scream to the sky "i have had enough/take me/take me/take me away"


&every day seems eternal, never letting me forget yesterday's painful face.

&every blow you make at me seems internal, never giving my mind the chance to erase.


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