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this is not such a foreign topic to our community: suicide. you made a decision, and i dont see you being able to take it back. open up my eyes, because i dont see how anything could possibly be so horrible to have to leave this world. we always knew you were troubled, but we didnt know to this extent. and incase you didnt know, a boy on the other side of town made the same decision as you that night. and incase you werent aware, when i stepped outside i saw all five police cars in front of your house. i'm sorry to say it so harsh in times like these, but just so we know where i stand here, i think that suicide is selfish. you might as well have invited your parents and your brother to join you, because they have been killed by this as well.

when i first heard of what fate became of you, the only thing i could think of was when i was 8 and as i was coming home i saw you sitting on my roof [if i sit up on my roof and look up at the sky tonight, will you visit me? will you recognize me? will you answer all of these questions that i have for you? why./ how./ when./ where.] &so i will visit you tonight and maybe we'll talk... maybe we could have helped you.

[rip]...matthew goodnight.

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