_____________!!text v[ersu]s. romance

head spinning and heart aching, my feet fail beneath me and everything is dull. passed out on the floor, 1 am comes rolling around and all i have to remind me of this night are these pictures in my head. and somehow you are beside me. and someway you got into my head. and all this means nothing, because without you i'm already dead. so we'll shoot down some more Sambuca or Schnopps or whatever we can get to subside the pain we all feel and call it a night. the warmth in my stomach tells me your spirit is here, and even though i'm not with you i'll always love you dear. these words fail to accomplish all i've been meaning to say and i know that i'll make it to you somehow, someway. so i'll be the princess and you be my knight and you'll rescue me from my tower, this dull and boring life and together we'll walk, together we stride, hand in hand - one day my groom, one day your bride. passed out on the floor, 1 am comes rolling around and all i have to remind me of you are these conversations in my head. the smoke penetrating my lungs is still lingering through the air and i'll puff out your name in this pollution. believing you're real is one thing, but believing you love me is another. with all that i've done, with all that i am, how could i be deserving of a beautifully tragic man? knees weak and palms sweaty, i've tried to put these thoughts in the cabinet with the liqour, but my addiction to you will not be diluted. kill me again&again&again with every breath that you take and i promise one day i'll make you happy [because i can tell that i'm torturing you now]. kiss my Amaretto lips and we'll fade away into a drunken love story together [or so i can wish]. i've tried and tried to fight this lie and now my only resolution is to fucking stay alive.

happy&healthy to all.

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